before i get into the rest of the post, i just want to say that i totally forgot to write about the perfumes that i liked in january so here they are:
- over the last 2 years i realized i've been leaning into more floral scents after i tried eau capitale by diptyque and fell in love. and while i still really like that perfume i think i got tired of it after a while so i started ordering samples here and there towards the end of last year. i wanted to try sweeter scents in the winter for some reason (in my mind it felt cozy). i like smelling them in-store or second-hand (on other people lol) but i wouldn't say that i am a gourmand scent-wearer. not for any other reason than i just prefer other styles of fragrance. hana is more of a gourmand person and i love smelling her when she gets home or whenever we're together. maybe i just like to encounter gourmand in that way...on the person i love the most <3 naks. all that to say these are the gourmands that i liked the most from what i've tried
- vietnamese coffee by d'Annam - it smells exactly how you would expect it to. i like that the coffee notes balance out the sweetness of the scent!! i was wearing this on my trip to a rainy SF in december and when i spent a week in vegas during the holidays so i also associate it with a time i did not have to go to work. very cozy. (before you clock me yes this was a fragrance i wore mostly in december but it bled thru into january!!!)
- mallow by sora dora - i didn't expect to like this as much as i did. i don't think it's a scent that i am going to consistently wear but i did have a bit of fun wearing it throughout the holidays. it was probably one of the last scent samples i impulsively added to my cart, but it worked out so well. it is a very sugary scent, but i just loved how powdery it was. it totally made me curious about what other powdery scents are out there.


week of 02/01
every 2-3 months or so my dog lily gets diarrhea and every time it happens i feel like i'm crazy. it happened again on monday. it's seriously my dark place. the same things happen every time:
- she has to go every hour from 10pm to 3am, 1-3 nights in a row
- i have to call out of work the next day because of the sleepless nights
- i feel like shit. i'm not thinking straight. i feel like i'm a bad mom because i get frustrated.
- i'm convinced she's gonna die
- she ends up being fine on the day i call out of work
- i have to sit with my guilt (from calling out of work - and then i feel stupid for feeling guilty)
- she doesn't poop for the next 3 days (i've gotten better at not freaking out over this...)
- she finally goes and we're in the clear
besides that, work has been pretty busy because i've taken up more responsibility (while being paid the same! i can't complain too much though because technically i put myself in this situation). i will say that i like projects that feel like a break from the day-to-day tasks of my job. they feel like a special arc. i won't speak too much about work on here but there's that...
i have been playing animal crossing like crazy, i want to share my island updates but i think my island looks better without all the snow so i'll wait until it's spring to share. i've just been redecorating my island and moving in new villagers. i bought a pack of blank nfc cards to create my own amiibos, that's how much i've been into it this week. i recently had fang, walker and lolly move in. my og villagers are henry, marshal, judy, stitches, monty, nan, and chevre. i think i have a pretty solid team!!! i don't really care about their personality types to be honest. can't a girl have 3 normal girls on her island anymore or no?!?!
i'm also falling a little bit behind on reading wuthering heights, but i'm confident i'll be able to catch up this weekend - then i'll be on track to finish before/around the time the movie comes out. i'm on chapter 5 of volume II and i am really liking it so far, there are so many themes to explore. i feel like you could just pick one and read it through that lens you'll get a different experience for each one, so i do think it's a book you kinda have to go through more than once. i'm not saying i would do that to be completely honest but there's a version of me who would. every now and then when i'm reading the book an image of margot robbie and jacob elordi flashes in my mind which is truly unfortunate. no shade but i'm just not seeing it for them and this movie. I THINK I'M GONNA DIE IN THIS. HOUSE...
now for the most important event of this week... paul's gotcha day! it's been 8 years since paul has been rescued by hana. we had to go big!!!
hana wanted to take him to the grove yesterday so we could get him a cake and some other treats from the dog bakery (that's the actual name of the place) and just walk around the area and sit on the grass. we rarely take the dogs out to do things like this because it's so overstimulating and paul is an anxious dog. he was pretty chill and seemed to enjoy himself though. initially hana had planned to go to the grove and go to a photobooth place that was closer to the apartment, but as we were walking around the grove we saw a photobooth pop-up that was completely free. what were the chances!!! he looks very concerned in those pictures which is a default setting for him. we pretty much ended the night there.
on day 2 of gotcha day weekend we booked a sniffspot so that lily could come with us. they had so much fun just sniffing and walking around a random person's backyard ;-; and that's literally all they did for 2 hours. it's been almost 8 hours since we got home but they are still dead tired from today (they are getting old ;-;). best $60 ever spent in the history of things that cost $60!!!
paul is such a special dog and i am so lucky that i am one of the -3 people he likes to be with. he's been so sweet to me lately, always wants to be on me or around me, asking for pets. considering i couldn't breathe in his direction just a couple of years ago (that is still the case sometimes) i think we've come a very long way. having him around keeps us grounded. we have roundabout ways of doing simple tasks just to accomodate him but i wouldn't trade it for anything else in the world. i think he's taken a liking to lily too, which has been one of my favorite things to witness over the years. they're not affectionate to each other in the traditional sense, but i think they do find comfort in being around each other. as i'm writing this i'm sitting on the floor while he eats his food. if i get up or move he'll stop eating (paul is the friend that has weird contingencies) so i think i have to end it here. byeeee.
